Puzzled

What can you make out of a day

that starts with getting out of bed?

Now that I have revealed my Spiritual Conundrum I should work to bolster my positive, healing thoughts? Hum. I think that is beyond me right now given I am increasingly zonked out. My anemia is pretty bad...in fact, I could not get one of my chemotherapy treatments yesterday because a dose of the wonder poison would have sent me into critically low range. Maybe next week. My thyroid level remains definitely "not cool". Isn't it enough that my liver is being taken over by a non-perfoming tumor? Add it all together and we have one zombied lady with a chemobrain.

This cancer things begins to work on you after a time. Trust me.

I think a treat is in order. Here is a photograph of myself and my Beloved, Paul Edmund on a sunny day in San Francisco 1977! Enjoy.

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Order to Chaos...

The chirrens have returned to their respective cities and life here in our Watery Hacienda is settling back into the usual less than Frenetic Pace.
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My good friend, Debra, just sent me one of her insightful "Thoughts for the Day" which has inspired me to try and bring order to chaos. I shove a random assortment of my pills into my mouth on a somewhat daily basis. Willy-nilly is the operative word to describe my approach.

Debra has kindly pointed out the error of my ways.

Properly Chastised;
Filled with Chagrin,
Judy (via jeff)
PS: I continue to feel spry and chipper.

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